The final lap

Well here we are in what I describe as the last lap. I don’t want gushing or too much drama. But frankly this is where we are.

Things have been pretty grim and gone a little pear shaped the last two weeks.  Everything is in place and I have a team of people and carers lined up to support me through the next period. My hospital bed is set up and my two pussy cats prowl around me. 

I am very happy pottering around my vast collection of rubbish from the 50 years of my travels and reminiscing here and there. And finding little things that could mean something to others.  Ten minutes of talking is too much and I am afraid dear visitors are no longer fun so I will gratefully decline further visits. I know you are all thinking of me and that’s enough love and comfort at this time. The cards and messages are lovely- replies I am afraid will be few and far between. Each day is about preserving my energy and pottering peacefully between the grim. 

The twinkle ain’t left this gals eye yet and I am very much at peace. So I send love to you all. 

Jakki xxx